Welcome to my life

bowleronfire @ 2007-02-13T23:34:00

2007-02-14T05:34:35Z

fuck life that is all i have to say......

bowleronfire @ 2005-12-25T22:13:00

2005-12-26T04:13:56Z

I hope all of you had a very merry xmas and have a wonderful new year.

bowleronfire @ 2005-09-28T18:08:00

2005-09-28T23:09:58Z

So I quit wells fargo because i got too far behind on my work for school because i hated it but I'm applying for best buy to work in their corporate or even their store because i want the discount and I want to be able to be standing and working not stuck in an office

bowleronfire @ 2005-09-13T11:11:00

2005-09-13T16:11:52Z

I'm working at wells fargo now!

picture of me and laura!

2005-08-23T23:41:13Z

bowleronfire @ 2005-08-19T12:51:00

2005-08-19T17:52:42Z

I'm still Alive but I have ALOT on my mind and being sick really doesn't help me at all :( Got a new computer, printer, ipod, and other things damn a 1,300 bucks goes fast :(

bowleronfire @ 2005-07-30T00:24:00

2005-07-30T05:24:35Z

I just hate being lied too....

bowleronfire @ 2005-07-14T21:14:00

2005-07-15T02:17:00Z

still in indy didn't bowl as well as I would like but oh well sitting here with my cousin waiting for her parents to come!

bowleronfire @ 2005-07-12T11:33:00

2005-07-12T16:27:27Z

so I'm in Indiana bowling for nationals not doing that great but that was expected I can't say i'm doing bad either so yea.... Just chillin with my friend erin and we're going to go bowling soon! Also wanted to wish my buddy Irene a very happy birthday anyways gotta run love you all!

bowleronfire @ 2005-07-06T18:57:00

2005-07-06T23:58:34Z

sorry i haven't been around i'm sure you all thought I was dead but you all couldn't get that lucky anyways nothing much has been going on just bowling bowling and more bowling I hope you guys are all doing well and again I'm ssooooooo sorry that i haven't been online love you all!

bowleronfire @ 2005-06-09T10:02:00

2005-06-09T15:02:51Z

still unhappy but there is nothing I can do about it but piss and moan.....

bowleronfire @ 2005-06-02T11:29:00

2005-06-02T16:32:12Z

fucking parents suck.....

bowleronfire @ 2005-05-26T08:47:00

2005-05-26T13:47:45Z

nothing to update depressed as usual I can't get out of It I don't know why so I just sit and wonder but i hope it passes soon!

the begining of my life in lyrics/ how I feel

2005-05-24T15:47:32Z

"I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel"- scars papa roach

"I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life" -scars papa roach

"It's never too late to live your life,
the time is now, it's do or die" do or die papa roach

"How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say
YeahI'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far" -How far Martina Mcbride

I will have more later but I Have to go "nanny" have a great day all!

bowleronfire @ 2005-05-24T08:13:00

2005-05-24T13:13:52Z

work has be stressful same with life I'm sorry for those of you I have abandoned not by choice I promise I don't really have all that easy of an acess to a computer right now!

bowleronfire @ 2005-05-17T07:35:00

2005-05-17T12:38:26Z

sorry I haven't updated or done anything lately I've just been working which is oh so exciting and my dad decided to hit something with my car and I'm pissed all my mom said was it's not that bad and my dad didn't even appologize to me I wouldn't have even found out unless I joked about it with him but that just means I'll never trust them with my stuff again :( g2g take a nap before work I will hopefully update better soon sorry I haven't read anyones journal I will get better I promise if theres anything you want me to read or know let me know :) cause I want to know :)
sara

OnE gReAt BaLl Of StReSs

2005-05-05T04:16:04Z

Yea I'm one big ball of stress I was at work yesterday and someone decided to jump out of the boat at the log chute so we had to evacuate the ride after the water drained completely so yea that's my life nothing new except for stress :( I hope you all are doing great!

bowleronfire @ 2005-05-03T07:17:00

2005-05-03T12:19:58Z

I'm awake and sore off to the doctor have a great day everyone!

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-29T01:27:00

2005-04-29T06:28:47Z

argued with my dad as usual nothing else really new off to bed goodnight all

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-28T00:24:00

2005-04-28T05:24:37Z

doing better today stayed home and slept I have a cold and It's kicking my ass :)

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-27T06:51:00

2005-04-27T11:53:49Z

just an explination of my journal entry from last night I didn't mean I was actually going to Kill myself or anything like that I worded it badly but I ment basically why does God put me in the situations I'm in and what I have to deal with.... I was basically stating put me out of my misery but that was It I'm doing better this morning and for those of you I said I would email I will definatly do that tonight or tomorrow and explain what I was talking about... I hope everyone has a great day and enjoy yourselfs.

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-26T23:34:00

2005-04-27T04:35:02Z

sorry about the last entry I'm just really frustrated and was crying but no big deal my back really hurts and I'm just confused...

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-26T22:51:00

2005-04-27T03:51:58Z

I just want to die so why can't I just get it over with....???? :(

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-25T20:50:00

2005-04-26T01:51:14Z

Yo what's up guys not to much here just about to go home and chill cause I don't want to stay here! life is ok I'm just sick of being broke I spend too much money! gotta go!

bowleronfire @ 2005-04-22T22:58:00

2005-04-23T04:00:11Z

So yea I felt like dancing today and I about busted my ass!